Anonymous (Gay pastor in the Independent Christian Church, Indianapolis IN)

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Stole Text

ANONYMOUS
A GAY ASSOCIATE PASTOR
INDEPENDENT CHRISTIAN CHURCH

Indianapolis, Indiana

On December 31, 1978 at an Urbana Missions Conference I distinctly heard God calling me to fulltime urban ministry.  I began this ministry in 1981 at an urban church on the near east side of Indianapolis, the neighborhood I grew up in.  This was an area of high crime and prostitution.  Our church was located in the the very center of all the action.  I began my ministry by working with the youth in the neighborhood and the nearby urban high school.  By the end of the second year, I began to fill the role of Associate Pastor.  I stayed in this position for nine years.  All through this time, I felt a deep sorrow in my heart.  I could not understand how God could love and reject me at the same time.   I felt desires for men, which were, supposedly, condemned in the Scriptures.  Finally, after many tearful prayers to God I left my ministry to pursue a career in Education.  I left my job, I felt, as a failure to God and his kingdom.

I am now healing and experiencing the love of Christ unconditionally.

Contribution Story

This stole, which I received at an interfaith conference in Indianapolis, is as of this writing the only stole in the collection representing a member of the Independent Christian Church.

Martha Juillerat
Founder, Shower of Stoles Project
2006

Archival Record

Stole Number: 905
Honoree(s): Anonymous (Gay pastor in the Independent Christian Church, Indianapolis IN)
Donor(s): Anonymous
Geography: Indianapolis, Indiana (USA)
Faith Tradition: Independent Christian Church
Donation Date: 2002

Citation

“Anonymous (Gay pastor in the Independent Christian Church, Indianapolis IN),” LGBTQ Religious Archives Network, accessed March 28, 2024, https://exhibits.lgbtran.org/items/show/400.